- Have you ever wondered if someone will ever love you for who you are, as you are; flaws and all? Have you ever looked in the mirror armed with the knowledge that the face that stares back at you is ugly, dirty, untouchable, and unlovable? Have you yearned for a tender touch, an intimate whisper, for someone to call your own knowing that at best you would have to settle for someone who wouldn’t love you as you loved them? Did you ever know that when you loved, you would always give than you ever gave yourself to him?
This is my fear; a reality that I must confront everyday. Somedays, I am lethargic and IT beats me up. Other days I am forgetful till IT rears ITS might head. And the dance continues.
- And then there are days. Days of hope, power, and prayer. Days when I am reminded of how powerful my Lord is, of how much he loves me, and how much I need to trust in that love. Those days are the best … Because I realize that I am not my past ….. and that I am my own best lover.
