I am making note of this fact today because like play like play … I could end up deceiving myself. I am officially broody and noting that companionship would be great.
After all is said and done, I acknowledge that my life is not in the space right now for any kind of long term thing. I have school loans to pay off, a career to build, money to make, money to save, and the single life to live.
Yes, there isn’t much to the single life but honey I haven’t had much of one. I have been too serious with the business of life to really have one. I have dated here and there but nothing, I repeat, nothing that looking back on I can say “that one experience, that one was definitely worth my time”. They all pretty much seem like child’s play and probably were child’s play.
Yet, I am feeling like I want to be wifed up. Like I want to be somebody’s wife and somebody’s mama. Me ke? With what skills?
I guess it is something that we all go through (Please say I am right). I am hoping this is just a phase and that I can still have two more years to take care of things before all this settling down business comes for real. I mean, i have always said 30 was a great age for white picket fences, so why am i rushing it now?
Chineke biko deliver me from this madness. Help me focus on what you want me to focus on right now. Please Lord, I need your guidance more than ever right now.
